Time is everything.

My love-Usher & Neyo

My theory is based because your life is already written, bible says it's in there done before you were even born, so to blame everything on karma makes no sense because regardless of what you did on that one day bad things are going to happen, same goes for good. It just always feels better when you can blame stuff on something. So I will continue to blame my bad luck on karma =] At least karma doesn't get offended when you blame things on it.

You know it's going to suck when your sitting there after x amount of days,months, or years that it takes you to finally realize that when everyone was telling you things that were actually better for you, that you did not want to listen. Not only that when people give advice they actually take the effort to breathe and speak about helping YOU.(dumbass, next time you call someone selfish realize what they're doing...and what your not.) Not only do most people realize things when it's to late, they react and take actions after the damage has been done and sailed away, too far to even try to take back. Actually the ship not only sailed away, its about to sink and unless you realized whatever problem or situation your going through it won't be fixed, and guess what once it sinks it's not coming back up.
Words are not only almost impossible to take back, but it involves sincerity behind it.

A stubborn mouth never gets fed. Continue to be picky and you'll be left starving, or in this case alone.
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After realizing De Anza was a waste of my time...
I decided I think I know what I want to do...I want to one day have my very own book, I want to travel abroad and take pictures of everything, I want to be successful and happy. I think De Anza is my version of the yellow brick road and eventually my success is the Wizard of Oz. Make sense?

then again I wish I was five worrying about my petty problems and how I spent countless summer days running around and watching the best cartoons known to anyone born in the early 90s.