Relapse thanks to a conversation.

Ever since my "touchy feeling, get to know you even deeper, were so close friends now" moment with Virginia I can't stop thinking about the stupid past, thanks Virg.
How are you supposed to go forward when your stuck holding on? These memories shit on my mood and so far its Round 3, Old Memories-2 Sam-0...I'm about to get K.O'd because giving in seems way easier then dealing. I'm convinced it's not you I miss it's the way things were. I do hope you enjoy it when you lurk the fxck out of my myspace though, I suppose it's a sign you miss me. So lame you even make it into my head.
*Note to self, next person who comes in mylife will not be a proat hacking.

"Don't worry about losing. If it is right, it happens - The Main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away."
-John Steinbeck