Speechless.

There is like millions of words and how is it that whenever your in a emotion consuming situation you can't come up with a way to describe it. It's somewhere between aftermath of heartache and hopelessness thoughts. And still the need to put up a front is becoming difficult.
I sound like a depressed emo person...gross.
I'm just emphasizing on how I feel, i'm sure i'll be fine in lets say 3months or less?

These are hard times

I think I'm going to spend the next few weeks focusing on school, reading the twilight series and a few books by Chuck Palahniuk.